Life

life is a ball game, you have to play by its rules. it throws you curves and your expected to catch them. you can cheat but it always comes back to bite you. you never know who is on your team and who is seceretly playing for the other team. life is a butthole and your expected to catch shit comes at you and thank the butthole for it. and women are the root of all evil. Amen

Hold You

What is it that people need? What is it that people want? To be understood? To laugh? To be surrounded by people they love and who love them? Could the answer be so simple? to be loved, to be held, AND to be understood? whether it be a parent, a sibling, a lover... Or simply a friend... There is no greater feeling then being held by someone who truly loves you for you... Yes the answer is that simple, to be loved is what we need the most... I will be that friend, when you need someone to listen call on me. When you need a shoulder to cry on cry on mine. When you need someone who understands you i will be there. When you need to be held MY arms will be open waiting to comfort you. When the world has gone black look for my light to guid you. I will be there threw thick and thin, threw pain and comfort, I will hold you.

High Speed Chase

The moment you see her your heart takes off on a high speed chase. When your eyes meet your breath gets trapped in your throat. When your hand brushes her's the tingling sensation feels like it will never stop and you secretly pray it won't. You find yourself counting down the moments until you can see her again. You cant stop thinking about her and the way her eyes light up when she smiles... her smile... so beautiful and perfect, her laugh is music to your ears, a song that you want to replay over and over again. When your with other girls all you can do is think of her and wish that it was her sitting next to you trying to hold your hand. The perfect way her blond hair falls over her shoulders keeps you awake at night. Even when you sleep she is all you see, all you want to do is make her smile... If only I knew how to tell her... tell her that every time i see her my heart takes off on a high speed chase...

Take Me There

The person this is to will know who this is for:) K.C

"There's a place in your heart where nobody's been.
Take me there.
Things nobody knows, not even your friends.
Take me there.
Tell me about your momma, your daddy, your home town, show me around.
I wanna see it all, don't leave anything out.
I wanna know, everything about you.
And I wanna go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live, where you keep the rest of your life hid.
I wanna know the girl behind that pretty stare.
Take me there.
Your first real kiss, your first true love, you were scared.
Show me where.
You learned about life, spent your summer nights, without a care.
Take me there.
I wanna roll down mainstreet and backroads like you did when you were a kid.
What makes you who you are, tell me what your story is.
I wanna know, everything about you.
And I wanna go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live, where you keep the rest of your life hid.
I wanna know the girl behind that pretty stare.
Take me there.
I wanna roll down mainstreet.
I wanna know your hopes and your dreams.
Take me, take me there."

Bestfriend

One moment your awake the next your not so sure, you remember seeing her then everything seemed to stop. Time froze as your eyes met, as her smile slowly spread across her face everyone seemed to disappear. As the next few days pass by way to quickly you begin to wonder if your dreaming or not. as you and her dance across the floor people stop just to watch you dance by, she looks so beautiful in the dim lights, when you dip her and look in her eyes you feel a certain kind of love start to bloom... everytime she stops smiling you cant wait for the next time it will appear just to know that she is happy. and when the time comes and you realize your time with her has come to a close you sadly give her a hug but the moment she is in your arms you cant help but smile knowing that you just met the one. as you watch her drive away and you slowly wake up you realize you just met your Bestfriend.

Gods

God says that murder is a sin. but what about war? are we suppose to preach them to death? ... what about suicide? it is my life why cant i do what i want with it?... i have heard that when you die you go somewhere so peaceful no more pain, no more anger, no more tears... im tired of the tears... where is god when you need him? mom says to pray about my questions but why would god waste his time on me?... but satan... satan is always here for me. he has been my constant companian, he has always been here when i needed him... who is to say this is not god? who is to say that "god" really isn't the devil?... i say forget them both!  Bring me Zeus! let him rule from on high again! give me Aphrodite! Give me Athena! let peace and order rule once again!! Give Me The Real Gods!

He Lives

My eyes are shut tight... i dont want to open them.... he is out there in this unforgiving world, he chases me when he cant take on his own life... they say god is out there and will never give me more then i cant handle but where is god when HE comes? i cant take this anymore... mom doesn't stop him she doesn't believe me... she says he is not there but i see him. I hear him. I can talk to him... and he IS here... he is coming i have to go, he will be upset if he knew i said anything... but he is here.... Toby ... is... here